lemonade

when life gives you lemons…

make lemonade…

pretty bright huh?

Well, for the past few days I have been having series of lemons, oranges, calamansi and all those other citrus-y flavours you can throw at me. I lacked sleep, was stressed with so many things– i just wanted a way out.

I want to just disappear for once. I love life- mind you… I adore life! This life has blessed me more than I can ask for. I just find sometimes that taking a vacation does not mean getting a chance to rethink things and go to a direction that you would mostly like your life to lead to.

So I guess what I am saying is that, when life seem a bit bitter– something is needed to spice it up, to give it flavour, to give it a fresh new meaning. It can be as simple as getting a new haircut, a new wardrobe (hahaha good luck sa credit card bills! ka-ching!) or something as drastic as going abroad and disappearing… (not a bad idea).

All i can really say now is that I need something changed.

I don’t know what… but i feel that it is long overdue.

Lord please help me figure out what is it so i can get out of this rut…

night

-c-